Rant and Rave

Work days have gotten the best of my attitude lately. I have never had so much drama with co workers in my life and I only have 2 of them!!! I guess the excuse that everyone keeps using is that "shes young" and "she doesnt know any better" or the best yet is "you're just too protective of the company". Well hell yes I am. This is my job! These are my patients and I have an obligation to take care of them and myself for heavens sake. Accusations have been flying around here like crazy and it has come to the point where I dont want to even conversate at work. I know like all other things, this too shall pass but I wish that the person would just move on and not just the problem. ugh.

Anyways rant #2

I am 25 and everyone knows that summer time is wedding time. It makes me look around at all the beautiful people getting married and so in love that they would take that next step. I see former high school students getting married and having children, starting their families. Im still sitting here, un married, without children (believe me im not complaining about that). I know that my boyfriend loves me, and the steps are in progress to move that way, but after a year..... ive done this rodeo a couple times now and maybe im just not "that girl". Man, I must be on an emotional rollercoaster.

Going back to Utah next week to visit (take care) of my grandparents and this time I will have company! We will be picking up Heily on the way home and hopefully things will go smoothly and we will start making progress with getting her more often.

Well Wednesday looks like its brightening up already! The coffee pot just buzzed so, now to conquor the day!

Here is the quote on the calander for the day: Pride is like bungee jumping; The initial thrill is followed by lots of ups and downs, and eventually you're left hanging.